Birthday Greens
I went out for my birthday this weekend. At karaoke, I spent too much time talking to a 49 year old man who told me I was better than everyone there and offered me āthe good stuff straight from the cartelsā. He told me to get out of this city and go be famous. Different man in a cowboy hat gave me a ring and necklace set with no context. Just put it in my hand and walked away. Who did he buy this for? I actually really like it, the gems are purple and red and the necklace has a magnetic clasp. Sometimes I get lots of attention and then hate myself afterwards. Why did I have to wear that dress? It looks great on me. Too good? Who do I think I am? According to a woman at the bar, I am Joan Jettās doppelgƤnger. I make many friends going out. My favorite are middle aged gay men who take selfies with me. In a different life I think I was a gay man. What if you change genders each lifetime? I believe that Iāve been a mother in past lives. I feel spiritually connected to people and places I donāt know and havenāt been. My own current lifetime feels like a past life. One more year down! This may be the best lifetime yet.